MeisjeTrustYou re-read all the painful mementos of your past tonight, seeing your pleas to yourself to run, heal, and break through the pain of what…2 min read·May 4, 2023----
MeisjeA reflectionYou promised yourself you would write this. One year later. One year of immeasurable pain, growth, and experiences you’d thought you’d…2 min read·Jul 11, 2022----
MeisjeSilenceI was always amazed at how you weaponized the one thing that use to bring me peace. After living in a house filled with people — all your…4 min read·Feb 3, 2022----
MeisjeYou deserve loveTonight, you’re feeling strangely comfortable. You did what you needed to today to choose yourself — and damn, doesn’t that feel good…3 min read·Feb 1, 2022----
MeisjeIs this healing?Is this what healing looks like? You honestly can’t tell. You’re going through the motions. You’re going out and chatting with people…2 min read·Feb 1, 2022----
MeisjeDriftingSo this is the new life. There are wonderful days and excruciating ones. There are distractions that make you feel normal again, and then…2 min read·Jan 12, 2022----
MeisjeForgiving myself for forgiving youYou’ve done the impossible, it seems. You’ve learned how to say the words “I’m sorry.” It’s four years too late, but you did it…3 min read·Jan 7, 2022----
MeisjeStuckI feel stuck. Like literally, well, everyone, I wonder…is the pandemic? Is the general malaise? Is it a change in the air that comes every…·2 min read·Nov 12, 2021----
MeisjeHope…lessIt’s one of those days. You sit in the coffee shop, watching the endless flow of creatives, students, artists, and business people, eyes…·1 min read·Sep 30, 2021----
MeisjeNow What?So you did it. You left. It wasn’t exactly like you thought it would be…but you knew it would happen, nonetheless.2 min read·Jul 14, 2021----