MeisjeTrustYou re-read all the painful mementos of your past tonight, seeing your pleas to yourself to run, heal, and break through the pain of what…May 4, 2023May 4, 2023
MeisjeA reflectionYou promised yourself you would write this. One year later. One year of immeasurable pain, growth, and experiences you’d thought you’d…Jul 11, 2022Jul 11, 2022
MeisjeSilenceI was always amazed at how you weaponized the one thing that use to bring me peace. After living in a house filled with people — all your…Feb 3, 2022Feb 3, 2022
MeisjeYou deserve loveTonight, you’re feeling strangely comfortable. You did what you needed to today to choose yourself — and damn, doesn’t that feel good…Feb 1, 2022Feb 1, 2022
MeisjeIs this healing?Is this what healing looks like? You honestly can’t tell. You’re going through the motions. You’re going out and chatting with people…Feb 1, 2022Feb 1, 2022
MeisjeDriftingSo this is the new life. There are wonderful days and excruciating ones. There are distractions that make you feel normal again, and then…Jan 12, 2022Jan 12, 2022
MeisjeForgiving myself for forgiving youYou’ve done the impossible, it seems. You’ve learned how to say the words “I’m sorry.” It’s four years too late, but you did it…Jan 7, 2022Jan 7, 2022
MeisjeStuckI feel stuck. Like literally, well, everyone, I wonder…is the pandemic? Is the general malaise? Is it a change in the air that comes every…Nov 12, 2021Nov 12, 2021
MeisjeHope…lessIt’s one of those days. You sit in the coffee shop, watching the endless flow of creatives, students, artists, and business people, eyes…Sep 30, 2021Sep 30, 2021
MeisjeNow What?So you did it. You left. It wasn’t exactly like you thought it would be…but you knew it would happen, nonetheless.Jul 14, 2021Jul 14, 2021